What am I? Like Emo,Prep ,Poser,exc!?

I'm 13 ,blonde blue eys. i hate how i look ! so ugly ! i wear bright coloured clothes! skateshoes ! i love pain! I cut myself 1 - 3 times in a week! I like to skateboard ! Cant do much tho like all i can do is skae no trickz ! i am always laughin ,txtin, smilin! until i hit my room then im sad ! I have anger issues ! ummmmm .............. My friends r drama queens and prepz ......sum dorks , or geeks, populars , nobodies , i basically hang wit every clik but i dk who i am ! It just hit me the other day but i dk who or what i am !!!! Im startin to feel like a poser ! Am I? ughhh IDK HELP!!!!!!