Help!! I'm so upset and crushed, my Boyfriend...?

GET OUT! Nobody deserves to be treated like that. Don't let him take advantage of you and make you feel like a pile of ****, that's not right. You deserve better and there is plenty better out there you just need to be confident. Im positive that you are a beautiful women and have a beautiful baby all you need to do is believe it too. What he is doing is sick, perverted, and mental. With the state of mind that he seems to be in i would be scared it might elevate and You need to get out and do whats best for you and that baby. It doesn't deserve to be raised in a home like that and you need to take responsibility for it and get the hell out. Good luck. Your in my prayers.